A sister's Concession

Lately, I have not saved anything... 

I have not saved any amount, even a quarter of my salary. Nothing’s left. Nil.

I do not know why, though I know when it started. 

I rarely do the grocery. I often sleep and stay home the next days after payday.

I occasionally hand cash to mother. I do not even transfer funds to my other bank accounts and yet naught left in my payroll account.

I do not recall in particular how I waste my hard-earned money. 

All I know is I am currently materializing my plans of completing our household appliances including but not limited to personal gadgets and school equipments of my siblings. 

I feel good seeing them happy with their school related tools being completed.

I am satisfied seeing mother using her brand new clothes cleaning machine.

I smile to the fullest using my latest digital camera with flattering 8 by 16 mega pixels specs.

And it is cloud nine whenever I fulfill my siblings’ requests and favors.

Now, can I rest? Bet not.

Location: Training Room One

Mood: Troubled Tummy